Chapter 2: Broken

When she was done, I went downstairs and showed everyone what she had done to me, which included curling my hair, and that same moment Edward snorted, which Alice retaliated with sticking her tongue out to him, like a brother and sister you would see doing normally. Later on, we talked, played with Renesmee, and when it was time to leave, I didn't actually want to. I've never actually felt at home, and I was feeling this right now. Luckily, or unfortunately, when I was about to head to the door, I hit my head with the wall. "I think I should check that bump of yours.", Carlisle said, "Come up to my office.""Umm, Carlisle, it's just a bump, it will go away.", I said, trying to find out what was going on."Please, I insist.", he said, trying to convince me.I looked at Jake, and he was playing with Renesmee, so I just decided to let him check the bump on my head. "All right.", I said. "Good, come with me.", he said extending his hand like Jake did earlier. I thought about taking it, but that wouldn't look too good to his wife I think. Edward snorted again, reading my thoughts. Man, Jake was right!!!! It's annoying when someone reads your thoughts all the time!!! I took Carlisle's hand and he guided me to his office. When we got to his office he guided me to a table he had in his office. I sat on the table, and he came to me with an ice pack, and a small flashlight. I knew what the ice pack was for, but I didn't know what the flashlight was for."What's the flashlight for?", I asked, skeptical."To examine your eyesight.", he said to me, handing me the ice pack. "My eyesight??", I said, "my eyesight is fine.""I'll be the judge of that.", he told me, smiling. I smiled at him back, and let him examine my eyesight. He took the flashlight, turned it on, and pointed it in my left eye."Do you see the light?", he asked me."Yes.", I said, in a sarcastic tone, "And it's very bright."He laughed at my comment, and pointed the flashlight at my right eye, where my bruise was."Do you see it??", he asked again."It's blurry.", I said, a little shocked.Carlisle then turned the flashlight off, and examined my bruise. "Who did this to you??", he asked the question I didn't want to answer."My- my father...", I said, bringing back the pain."Your father???", Edward asked from the door, with slight anger in his tone."Umm, yes, my father." I said, starting to get angry by that memory, "But he's in prison, so my brother and are finally out of his grasp.""Out of his grasp?", Edward said, and about a second later he was next to me, and he took my arm and pulled the sleeve up, revealing my scars."Uhh...", I really didn't know what to say.Carlisle examined the scars, trying to be as composed as possible. "Okay, first of all, shut it, Edward. I want to say this myself. No offense or anything.", I said, seeing if he found me rude."None taken", he said, "And go ahead, say what you want to say.""Carlisle, I did this on me, I cut my wrists, I inflicted pain on myself, and I'm not afraid to admit it." I told him, trying to hold my tears."If you thought this would help," he said, showing me one of my arms, "you were wrong.""I know I was, and I regret not getting help sooner." I told him, and at that same time, a tear rolled down my cheek, "I know I'm broken, and I don't think anyone will be able to fix me again, but I'm going to try.""You're a very brave child," he said with a fatherly voice."But you don't have to fix yourself.", Edward said this time, calming me down a bit."Thank you, both of you", I said, calm now...When he was finished, we came down, and I knew it was time to leave. "Jake, we need to leave, uncle Billy has to be worried about us.", I told Jacob, who was arm wrestling with Emmett."I know, and Dad isn't worried about me, he has to be worried about you.", he answered me, when Emmett beat him in arm wrestling. Emmett was smiling at me after that. I smiled at him back, well, that was the only thing I could do after talking to Carlisle and Edward. When we were about to head out, little Renesmee came to me. Me!!"Will you come back tomorrow??", she said, with her pleading expression at both me and Jacob."Umm, I don't know, sweetie, if Carlisle let's me come back..." I said to her, looking at Carlisle. Then she turned her pleading expression on Carlisle. "We would love to have you back.", Esme said to me, with a reassuring nod from Carlisle."Yay!!!!", Renesmee said, hugging me in the process. I mouthed the words "THANK YOU" at Carlisle and Esme, and they mouthed back "YOU'RE WELCOME". We left the very big glass house.