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Summary----- Her name was isabella. She was to young to understand what was hapening to her. She had many conclusions, untill she finally came to the right one. She was a smart girl, but not smart enough, I guess. She followed him, even though he told her not to. He was just trying to keep her safe, but she would rather die than stay away from him.Untill he slips.... now what will she do? This is her story.

 

 

 

Chicago, Illnois, 1918

 

 

 

Chapter 1

"Isabella Marie Swan! What on Earth do you think your doing?" My beautiful Mother, Renee, asked me.

"What does it look like I'm doing Mother?" I asked my mother.

It was such a beautiful day today. I loved all this snow. It's so wonderful.

"Well, and this is just a guess, but I'm gonna say that you're trying to get the Flu so you can give me more work to do?" She said smiling, clearly joking with me.

I sighed "Momma, You know I don't EVER get sick." I said as I wiped all the snow off my lovely, black, silk dress. 

"Never say never, honey. You know the Flu has taken too many lifes to count." She said, leaning against our cute cottage house. A rag in one hand, dish in the other.

".....That is true." I said trailing off. I walked up to her and took the dish and the rag out of her hands.

"Anyways, I came out here to ask if you wanted to take a jacket to your father still. I will do it if you do not want to anymore. I know you were planning to see Edward today."

"Yes, I will still do it. Although I'm not to sure Father will want to see me." I said, looking around.

"Isabella, I know your Father is always busy at the station but never doubt how he loves you. Because trust me, he does love you undoubtably." She said as she brushed my hair out of my eyes.

"I know. I know he loves me. I know he is not one to share his fealings. I'm not either. He knows how I feel, as I know how he feels." I said cheerfully.

"Exactly. I'm glad you understand. Now, there was another thing I wanted to ask you?"

"Yes?"

"Well,  I was wondering what you wanted for you Christmas?" She asked, trying to make as casual as can be.

I groand, "Mother! I told you to forget my presants altgether! I DO NOT want anything." I said, walking away.

"Bella, I am going to get you something whether you like it or not." my Mother walked in front of me to block my way.

"You know it is past Christmas right?" I said, putting my hands on my hips.

"Yes, but I think you have delayed it long enough. So tell me what you want or I'll get you something I KNOW you will get on to me for getting you!" she said, copping my stance.

"FINE! I... I guess you can get me something. But it better not have cost you hardly anything!"

"Yay! Okay, you just think about what you want, Okay?"

"Yes, alright."

"Okay, tell me when your ready to go to your fathers work, yes?"

"Yes."

She walked back inside after talking the dish and rag from my hand. I hadnt noticed that I was drying the dish a little TOO hard.

"Ugh!" I fell back on the fluffy snow.

"Well hello Miss Isabella. A bit cold out to be laying in the snow, no?" I heard a familiar silky voice behind me.

"What?" I turned around

Wow. I didn't even know what to say. Just... WOW. I look at the beautiful man behind me. He always nocked my breath away when I saw him. Dr. Carlisle Cullen. The MOST beautiful man I have ever seen. Excluding Edward. But they were a differant kind of beautiful. Dr. Cullen's beautiful seemed almost unreal, supernatural....unhuman. While Edwards beautiful was..... was...... was, well, just DIFFERANT. Not like Dr. Cullen's but, not not like his. Edwards just seemed more.... natural. More noremal. More... Human. 

"Why hello Dr. Cullen,"  I stud up "Long Time no see?" I curtsied.

He laughed, "Yes, I don't think I have ever seen you outside the hospital." He smiled

"That is true. How have you been?" I asked, feeling like I was about to faint from his smile.

"...Good I suppose. Trying to help Edwards mother is a very complicated job. The Flu is getting worse," He frowned In saddness "I'm afraid she will not live long" He whispered to me.

I felt as if I was about to cry. Why Edward? Why? What has he ever done to deserve this? First his Father and now his Mother? Oh God. He better not be next. I will not exept that. I will not be able to live through that. I thought.

"Please don't say that" I whispered back "He won't be able to haldle that. I won't be able to handle that."

"I am sorry. But, dear, he seams to know that she will not last long. He already mourns her as if she were  already dead."

"Stop" I whispered, trying so hard not to cry.

He steped closer, as if he were aout to hug me, but then stopped.

"I am sorry. I must go to the hospital. They are in need of me. Untill next time?" I nodded

He walked away into the dark. Wait.. dark?

"Shoot, I have to go." When did it get dark out!?

 

 

 

 

 

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Chapter 7
"Bella, that really wasn't needed." Edward said just as the nurse left from giving him his pain medicine.
"Maybe so. But I would rather you feel no pain then feeling sick." I said.
He just looked at me, "I would rather feel pain and be with you then be painless and asleep." He said, seriously.
I didn't say anything.
"I don't have very much time left, Bella. I would like to spend as much time with you as posible. Not waisting it sleeping." He said, looking at me aggrevated.
"Well, I would rather you not feel any pain while you have time left. You don't deserve that."
"You do not want to spend time with me?"
"Of course I do!" I almost yelled. How could he say such a thing.
"Then stop worrying about my heath and how I'm feeling so much. Just be with me and I'm fine. I will be painless where I'm going anyways." He smiled.
I did not. I didn't want to think about where he was going. Hevan wan't good enough to hold someone like Edward. He was worthy of so much it was rediculious. I hate this...
"Bella? Are you okay?" Edward asked.
I realized my eyes were watering and I looked horribly sad. I chipped up and put a smile on and wipped my eyes.
"Of course! Now, How do you feel?" I asked.
"Good, actually. Sleepy though." He looked upset that he said sleepy.
"That's good. And it's suppose to make you feel sleepy. That means it's working."
"Yes, but I do not want to feel tired." He looked irratated again.
I giggled at the face he made. He smiled at me and chuckled too. I noticed his breathing started to slow. I looked at his monater so fast that it hurt me head.
"It's okay, Isabella. He's just tired, is all." I heard Dr. Cullen say from behind me.
I jumped, "Goodness! You gave me quite a scare!" I said, trying to get my heart back to it's normal beats.
He chuckled, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to sneek up on you like that. I just didn't want you to worry about him." He said, sitting in a chair right next to me.
I laughed, "It's a bit late for that. I always worry about him. It's inevitable."
"Yes, I suppose it is." I looked at him. He seemed to be in deep thought.
I wonder what him and Ms. Mason were talking about!? It's itchy at me. It's a need to know, all of the sudden. But I can't just ask him! Well, all that matters is that he said he has a way to save Edward, and if that's possible, then I will find a way to convince him to do it! There can't be a doubt in his mind! No matter what it is that is needed to save him, I'll do it or get it. No matter...
"Dr. Cullen, I need you to save Edward." I said before I even knew what I said.
He looked taken aback, "Bella, Of course I'll try to save him. I always do."
"No. You don't understand. I need you to save him. I don't know what I will do without him. I really don't..." I said, laying it on thick. And it was true. I really didn't know what I would do without him...
He looked nervious, "Bella, I will try my hardest. But whatever happenes... I'm a afraid happens."
"Aparently I'm not making myself clear. I don't know what I will do with out him. I don't know if I can live. I don't know if I will live." I looked down. Which, again, wasn't a lie. I don't know if I can live without him...
He looked worried, "Bella.... your thinking about commiting suiside!?" He asked.
I looked up fast. I didn't know I was promting that I would commit such a crime. But, now that I think about it, I think I could do it...
"Well...." I said, letting it sink in.
He stood up, "Isabella Swan!! Don't even think that way!!!" He burst out yelling. I was surprised! I wasn't expecting that at all.
He walked out and I pranced after him, "You don't understand how I feel!" everyone in the hospital that was close by was looking at up. Dr. Cullen stopped. "You don't know what it's like... It hurts... I can't take it. I can't breathe some times! Most of the time... so please... help me." I said, crying.
He speeded towards me and guided me towards a corner so no one could hear us.
"Bella, what is with you? You seem moree persistant then before."
"... I got heard something that made me more opptamistic. It made me think you can do more for him then your letting on." I said, trying to not give to much away.
He narrowed his eyes the tinniest bit, "What did you hear?"
I changed the subject.
"Just please. Do whatever you can." I whispered and walked away.
I could feel his shock. It was rithing off his body.
Job done...
I walked back to the room to see a sleeping Edward. I smiled and giggled at the face he had while he was sleeping. He looked irritated again! ... Even in his sleep while he looked mad he was still beautiful.
I sat down and heard footsteps.
I looked back and expected Dr. Cullen, but instead saw John.
Oh you little...!
I just glared at him.
"I came to pay my respects..." He said
I just started at him.
"What are you doing here." I said through my teeth.
"Umm, like I said, to pay my respects?" He said nerviously.
"You were just calling his pathetic the other day!"
"Yes, but I didn't wish him dead!"
"Just leave, John. You're not welcome here. You payed your respects, now leave."
"But--"
"Leave!!"
He walked out swiftly. I looked in the corner and saw some beautiful lilies.
.... What a basterd.
Was i being unfair to John? Most likely. Did I not like him? Most deffenitly. Was I going to regret being mean to him later? Most obviously.
I heard footsteps come into the room again.
"What do you want!?" I said before I even saw who it was. I figured it was John.
"Isabella?" I heard my mothers voice say.
I turned around and saw my mother with a little bascet and a surprised look on her face.
"Oh, sorry Mother. I thought you were someone else. I apologize."
She chuckled, "It's okay, hunny. Though I can't imagine who you would yell like that too." She sat down next to me.
"Is he any better?" She asked.
"...Well... I can't really say. He looks better.
"Well, I'm sure that's a good sign, then."
"... But Dr. Cullen Said we didn't have that much time left. He said he could be gone tomarrow..."
She didn't say anything.
"You want a muffin?" She asked me, very randomly I might add.
I giggled and took the mufffin.
It wasn't until I ate the whole think in less then a minute that I was extremely hungry. I hadn't aten that day.. Or the one before, really. A few bites of food here and there, but not a meal.
My Mother laughed and handed me another one, "Just because your in here doesn't mean you have to starve yourself, dear."
"I know," I picked at the muffin, "I just haven't gotten around to eating. I've had alot on my mind..."
She rubbed my back, "I know dear, but you have to remember yourself too."
"Yes, Mother."
The silence went on and I just started at Edward. I watched him sleep. I heard more footsteos and sighed. I turned my head and sae Dr.Cullen.
"Hello Ms.Swan. How are you today?" He asked politely
She smiled at him. Mom has always had a secret crush on Dr.Cullen. She just wouldn't admit it.
"I am fine, thank you. And you?"
"I am well. What I came in here to tell you is that visiting hours are over."
I looked at him funny.
Since when does he abyed by the "visiting hours"? He always used to let me stay until whatever time I wanted.
"Oh, okay. Well thank you for informing us. We wouldn't want to get into any trouble, no would we?" she giggled, "come on Isabella."
She walked out the door, "Coming Mother!" I said.
I kissed Edward on the forehead and headed towards the door.
"Remember, everything that you can do for him... please." I whispered.
He looked as if he was about to say something but I ran off to meet my Mother.


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Chapter 8
I walked in the cold night with my Mother, no noice but our heels clicking and the wind whisling. The night felt good... but something felt wrong. What an odd feeling. It was a mixture of excitment and fear. I didn't like it...
I looked at my mother. She looked perfectly fine. Was it just me then?
It's just nerves, just calm down. Everything is going to be okay. Just keep walking.
I kept walking in the cold night, my Mother beside me and her basket twirling in the wind. I heard a clickidy clock and wipped my head around as fast as I was able. It was just a man riding a hourse carage with a beautiful woman next to him. They looked like a lovely couple...
I felt so envious. I would kill to have that. And, like everything else, I would never have it. Not if I didn't have Edward. Once again I let everything fade in the distance. I was back in my black h***. My depression place. Even though Carlisle said he would try to save him, and I beleived it to be so, there was always a doubt. Something going faulty. And him not coming back...
Well stop thinking about it, then!
I can't help it. It's stuck there. Like a ache that won't go away!
I kept walking, not cohearent of my soroundings. I stumbled on a rock that was in the middle of the rode. It was a pretty good size, so I picked it up so no one would get seriously hurt, and set it by a tree. My Mother stopped and waited for me. I stared at the rock for a minute, then walked towards my Mother again.
"That was nice of you" She said to me.
"Wouldn't want anyone getting hurt, now would we?"
"No, of course not."
We walked in silence the rest of the way home. She looked tired, but at the same time, releived. I wondered how she could be relieved over such a thing. So, being straight forward, I asked.
"How can you looked as content as you do? Do you not know my heart is breaking?" My voice cracked as I said it.
She looked at me in shock, "Honey! I'm not happy of Edwards fate. This may sound wrong, but I'm just happy that isn't YOU in that hospital bed. You've been hanging around him so often, I thought you might get the Flu. But I didn't have the heart to make you stay away from someone you loved so dearly and passionatly. Also, I didn't want you to hate me forever for making you stay home, or sneeking out when I told you to stay, and getting hurt in the proses. If the risk of you getting the Flu was higher, I'm sorry, but I would have forbid you to see him."She said, letting out a sigh.
"Well, I can honestly say that wasn't what I thought you would say..."
What did you think I was going to say?"
"Well," I figited, "I figured you were doing to say something like what Father said. That he's not good enough for me. That I shouldn't be with him, and should move on. He was being cruel and thoughtless with my feelings."
"So you thought I would say the same? Oh honey, do you know me at all? You know I just want for you what make you happy, nothing more, nothing less. Your Father's problem is that he wants the best for you, and nothing less then that. You have to forgive him. I love him, but that doesn't always mean I agree with everything he says." She grinned and chuckled.
I smiled a bit, also. It was good to know people cared. It was a nice feeling.
"Well, I guess I can see where he is coming from. But he has to except that Edward is the only person I want, and that's how it's always going to be. I may never marrie now, nor will I have childred, since the only person I wanted any of that with may be gone forever. And he is going to have to except that. It's already hard enough for me to except it, I don't need other people making a big fuss about it too." I said, sounding more sure then I ever have in my intire life.
"I understand honey. But you have to see, it might not always be this way. You might find someone that you love a thousand times more then Edward. You might have a family. You might love like you never have beffore."
"Or I might never love like I love now, and die alone with no family. Either or.
"Okay, but I just want you to stay open minded Isabella. Try to let life go on."
"Hah, I'll try, but I can't promise anythingg." I said, once again confedent.
"Okay, that's all I can ask for I guess."He said as she put her arm around me.
We were in front of the house at this time. I guess we haad been for awhile and not noticed it because my dad walked out and yelled.
"Are you guys going to stand out there all night!? Or are you going to come in here where it's not 30 degrees out?"
"We're coming! And can you put the cettle on!?" She yelled back
He had a confused look as he went back inside, as if he didn't know how to put the cettle on.
"Oh goodness. I better stop him before he burns our lovely house down." She started hurrying to the door, she stoped in mid pace, "Are you coming?"
"No. I'm going to stay here for a minute, I'll be in soon."
"Okay, but don't come in to late," She said hurrying once more.
I giggle as I heard my Mother scold my Father for doing it wrong.
I looked at the sky and saw a shooting star go by. I thought myself silly for wanting to wish upon it, but did so anyways. Can you guess what I wished for? There is really only one thing that I want, therefore the only thing I would with for, so I'm sure you know what it would be.
Life would be horrid without him. Why is God doing this to me? What have I done to deserve such a punishment.
Then I thought to myself. I once heard that God doesn't always punish you for wha you HAVE done, but for what you WILL do.
I thought about that for a moment.
What was I going to do that was so bad to where he would take my reason for living away from me?
I guess I'll find out when I do it...


---Three Days Later---
I had tried to see Edward at the hospital, but the nurses had told me that I was not aloud to. Under Dr. Carlisle's orders.
I was so unbelieveanly frustrated. And angry.
How could he be keeping me from Edward!? That's like the exact opposite if what I asked of him!
Is he going to make me sneak in there? Because I will if that's what it takes!
I got dressed, http://www.polyvore.com/black_whiiiite/set?id=18710494 , and took down my curlers and let my long hair out in a huge bunch of curls. I walked out of my little cottage and towards the hospital. About half way there I saw my best friend Elena. She waved at me happily and ran up to me and gave me a great big hug.
"Bella! How are you!? I haven't seen you in so loong! Where have you been!?"
Hahaa, same old Elena.
"Sorry I haven't spoken to you in awhile. I've just been very busy. With Edward being sick, and such." I frowned
Her breath gave out like she had been hit in the stomach, "Oh, Bella, I am so sorry. I was so caught up in my problems, Edward completely slipped my mind... I'm so sorry I haven't been there for you."
"It's okay Elena. I understand that your going through things right now, that, even the most experienced can't understand."
"Enough about me. I will escort you to the hospital and say hello to Edward." She looped arms with me and we practicaly skipped to the hospital.
Once we got to the hospital, I stopped. Elana stopped to and looked at me.
"Are you okay?"
"Huh? Oh, yeah, I'm fiiine."
"Are you sure?"
I took a big breathe, "Yes. Let's go."
She looked at me for a minute, "Okay. And it'll be okay. Whatever happens, I'm with you. Okay?"
I smiled to myself. I honestly didn't deserve her as a friend, "Yes, I know. Let's go."
I led her up the stairs and to the office. She looked around the place mournfully. I had forgotten that it was the same hospital that her Mother had died in...
I sqeazed her shoulders loveingly, "It's okay Elena.I feel your pain too...."
Her eyes were glistening, but no tears would fall. I envied her streghth. But, it was also true that, since her Mother had died, she wasn't aloud to show any emotion. Her Father is a heartless creature now, so apparently she had to be too....
I put it the thoughts out of my head before I got too upset to do anything.
We walked through the doors, and up to the counter to check myself in.
"Edward Mason please." I asked with a smile.
"I'm sorry, Dr. Cullen has restricded all visiters for Mr. Mason. I'm sorry." She lookewd down at her papers once more.
Me and Elena looked at each other in worry.
"No, there must be a mistake. He always let's me in. Even if no one else is aloud to."
She looked at me, then at a peice of paper then back at me, "Nope. No mistake. He destinctly told me no one is to go into his room. Now, I'm sorry, but I have to get back to get back to work."
"Uhhh...." I didn't know what to say. Dr. Carlisle always let me see Edward. Even if no one else was aloud to.
"I'm sorry Ma'am."
I just walked off.
How could he!? He knows I only have a certain amount of time with him, and he's going to restrict it!?
I turned my head the slightest bit, "Where is Dr. Cullen today?"
The woman at the desk looked up, "He's not here right now. He's on break, so he went back to his home. He will be here in a half an hour." She turned back to her work.
I walked up to the guy out front that gives carage rides. I would walk this one out, but the walk was way to long.
"Could you take us to--"
"What are we doing?" Elena asked me, looking conserned.
"We're going to Dr. Cullens."
"Oh, to Dr. Cullens then" Said the old carage driver in a old, raspy voice.
Dr. Cullen was like a famous person. Everyone knew him for the miricles he's worked.
"Yes, Dr. Cullen's please."
We both hopped in the carier and were off to his Place.
He can't keep Edward away from me. Not in his last hours. Not when he needs me most....
We waited as he slowly but surely took us to the Doctor house.
"What are you going to say to him?" Elena asked, worried as usual.
"You'll see...." Was all I said.





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