i wear a ring on my wedding finger and when people ask, i tell them Jacob proposed to me :D, He is totally perfect! ♥
If I randomly think about particular events in any of the books, I have a total breakdown. And I have moments where, in my head...in my own little world...I pretend that I'm Alice. And Jasper is all mine. And I actually carry out the conversations in my head. lol I'm sad, I know.