im soooooo sorry that this took so long :( ive just been REALLY tired :( im convinced that college is trying to kill me :( i have to get up at 7 everyday and i dont get home till like 5 :(
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Nobody spoke for a while. Nobody knew what to say, Jacob has been hurt so many times, I didn’t think he will be able to get over it this time. Yes, I never really wanted Jake and Ness to be together, but I never wanted him to get hurt like this either. Maybe he is better staying away from us, no matter what we do he always ends up being the one to get hurt. I just hope that he isn’t going to do anything stupid, I didn’t know what happened when the person you imprinted on doesn’t want you anymore, I knew what it felt like to think Edward didn’t want me anymore and that was the closest thing I could think of.
I couldn’t think that he would do that, it hurt too much.
It was a while before anyone spoke, but eventually it was Ness who spoke.
“This is all my fault” I could here the tears in her voice “What have I done, how could I do this to him, I didn’t mean to, I…I don’t know, I just…”
“Ness don’t!” I went over and put my arms around her, I couldn’t bare the thought of her hurting like this “We all know you didn’t mean to, believe me, I more that anyone understands that you cant help who you fall in love with, you just have to follow your heart and do what’s best for you” I leaned back so that I could look her in the eye “I know that you feel awful right now, and that you feel like you’re an awful person but over time you will realise that this is right, that what you have chosen, who you have chosen, are right for you. It may take you a while but you will get there” I kissed her on the cheek, she had a hint of a smile on her face and she looked up at me.
“How did you know? When you chose dad? How did you know you weren’t making a mistake?”
I smiled “I just knew, there was something inside me that told me I couldn’t live without him. I’ll admit there was a short amount of time that I thought that maybe I was making the wrong decision, but then I realised, I would rather die that be without him.” I looked over to Edward who was smiling at me “nobody can tell you what is right for you Ness your just going to have to figure that one out on your own. And whatever you decide we will all support you.”
I hugged her again, I would give anything to have her not go through this. The pain of knowing that your going to hurt someone, it tares you apart, but I knew Ness is stronger than me, she can get through this.
“Thanks mum” she smiled up at me “I think I know what I want now” and she looked over at Matthew and smiled, “I know that I’ve just met him, but, I cant bare the thought of him leaving. It might be selfish, and I know that its hurt Jake but…I have to do what makes me happy, and being with Mathew, that will make me happy.”
“God you are so much like your mum!” joked Emmett “I love Edward, no I love Jacob, no I love Edward. Have to admit its taken you less time to make a decision, took her ages.”
“Funny Emmett…very funny” said Edward.
“What? Its true!” laughed Emmett “did take her ages “Though it was funny watching you worry about it all the time ‘oh no what if Bella doesn’t choose me, what ever shall I do!’” we all started laughing “it was pathetic dude”
“Ok sure you just exaggerate things”
We all jokes around for a while. It looked as if what happened a short time ago was going to be forgotten.
After about an hour I noticed that Ness and Mathew had sneaked off, I was starting to worry when Edward came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered in my ear “there fine, you don’t need to worry I can still hear them” he kissed me on the cheek, it took all my strengh to stay on the same train of thought.
“I’m her mother its my job to worry.” I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck.
“I thought that was the dads job? To worry about his daughter running off with men she hardly knows” he laughed.
“It is, unless that dad can hear everything they are thinking” I laughed and reached up to kiss him.
“Umm Bella?” Alice had came over to us “don’t meant to umm interrupt you” Emmett giggled “but your dad has decided to visit, he will be here in 5 minutes”
“Oh ok” I pulled away from Edward with a sad look on my face that made him laugh.
“Come on” said Edward pulling me towards the house “we’d better act normal” he winked at me.
“Yeah we are all normal aren’t we” I laughed.
“Speak for yourself” laughed Jasper as he ran past me.
We all got back to the house and arranged ourselves to looks some what normal as too not freak Charlie didn’t freak out. Emmett and Jasper went over to the TV and started to watch a ball game, Esme went over to the dining table and started looking at houses that needed renovated, and Alice and Rosalie went to look at fashion magazines. Carlisle decided he was going to go up to his study and do work stuff, and me and Edward just sat on the couch, me on his lap.
Obviously my dad new there was something not quite right about us, the fact that we didn’t age sort of gave that away, but he didn’t know what we were, he didn’t want to know, and I was thankful for that. I didn’t want him to know what we were, I didn’t want him to think that his only daughter had turned into a monster, I didn’t want him to be afraid of me, I like still having my dad in my life, if I couldn’t have my mum then I wanted to have my dad.
5 minutes later I could hear my dads car coming up the drive, I heard him stop at the bottom of the stairs, get out of his car and start walking up the stairs. When he knocked on the door I gave Edward one last kiss and then ran over to the door. I flung the door open and a huge smile spread across my face.
“Hey Bells!” my dad said as I flung my arms around him and gave him a hug. As much as I loved having my dad in my life, I hated seeing how much he was ageing, knowing that one day he wouldn’t be here…I actually cant think about that, it makes me upset.
“Hey dad, how are you? Come in” I closed the door behind him.
“I’m alright Bells cant complain, how are you? You doing ok?” I could hear the slight worry in his voice, it made me smile, no matter how old you are your dad will always worry about you.
“I’m fine dad. You wanting anything to eat or drink?”
“I’ll have a beer thanks Bells” he went over to sit with Emmett and Jasper “so who’s winning?” I stopped listening, I didn’t have very much interest in ball games, the teams all sounded the same to me.
“Where’s Ness then?” dad asked “she out somewhere with Jake?”
I really didn’t want to do this, I didn’t want to explain this to Charlie, not right now anyway, but I didn’t want to lie to him either. He would find out sooner or later, I suppose sooner would be better….
“Umm dad, Jakes gone” he stared at me for a minute not sure what to say.
“What do you mean Jakes gone? Has he and Ness ran off or something?”
“No, Ness is still here its just Jake that’s gone.”
“I…I don’t understand. Were has he gone?”
“We don’t know” said Edward “thought, we don’t think he will be back anytime soon”
“Why! What happened! I thought him and Ness were together! Has he hurt her!”
At that moment Ness and Mathew came in hand in hand laughing. When Ness saw Charlie she stopped and let go of Mathews hand, but Charlie had already saw it.
“Ok can someone please explain to me what the hell is going on!”
chapter is good, but the end is a little bit weird, still GOOD
this is really cool i like the way you cant guess stuff!
i hope all your college work is going well!
weird how? i can change it if you want :)
Ivanna Cullen said:chapter is good, but the end is a little bit weird, still GOOD
i don't want you to change it....just it's weird that charlie is there....i mean after 10 years charlie isn't the only one who sees that they are not getting old....i want to know what is his part in this whole situation....i said it was good
Emma said:weird how? i can change it if you want :)
Ivanna Cullen said:chapter is good, but the end is a little bit weird, still GOOD
it's ok....just you should think of some good reason why they are not ageing. i mean we know they are vampires but, the rest of the city of Forks don't....maybe they should be living in a similar house close to the city ...to get some privacy