It Still Hurts

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Permalink Reply by Ashelyn Cullen :) on October 8, 2009 at 6:21pm

Well, my Grandpa died from cancer 2 years ago. He had the worse kind, pancreatic.
And. Sometimes i cry about it and sometimes i don't.
Right now I am cause i just noticed how much really loved him... and all he did for me.
... Now I know how bad my mom felt,because it was her dad. :'(

Permalink Reply by Austin Walker [Yesterdays News] on October 11, 2009 at 8:42am

i hope yall are okay i know it still is kinda pain full when u lose someone close

Permalink Reply by caster girl <3 on October 11, 2009 at 9:06am

my friend just commeted suacide a fiew mounths ago. he lived in washington and eas tiered of life. he has no idea that my best friend, his girlfriend at thetime is now three mounths pregnant with his child. his spirit lives on in her and if its a boy she plans on namingit after him.
we all miss you brendan

Permalink Reply by Bella_Cullen_Original on October 12, 2009 at 5:14pm

i know how you feel. i lost my grandma 7 years ago and i still cry over her. some people don't think you hurt that much because it was only a grandpa or grandma, but what they don't understand is how close you were to these grandma's and grandpa's

Ashelyn Cullen said:

Well, my Grandpa died from cancer 2 years ago. He had the worse kind, pancreatic.
And. Sometimes i cry about it and sometimes i don't.
Right now I am cause i just noticed how much really loved him... and all he did for me.
... Now I know how bad my mom felt,because it was her dad. :'(

Permalink Reply by Bella_Cullen_Original on October 12, 2009 at 5:15pm

that's so sad =(
she's going to go through a lot of pain, seeing him in her child. i hope you help her as best as you can =D

catherine willgens said:

my friend just commeted suacide a fiew mounths ago. he lived in washington and eas tiered of life. he has no idea that my best friend, his girlfriend at thetime is now three mounths pregnant with his child. his spirit lives on in her and if its a boy she plans on namingit after him.
we all miss you brendan

Permalink Reply by TAYLOR!(: on October 25, 2009 at 12:19pm

my lil cus died previously on monday 19 time unknown he was killed n a car wreck w/ his dad. i called him buba. his dad was drunk nd was driving to fast and ran in to a tree. the sid of bubba's car bent aroun the tree nd killed him. he just turned 7.

my best friend tristian six died 2 yrs ago to a fourwheeler wreck. he was on the 4wheeler w/ his bst guy frend evan they hit a drop off evan jumped off nd tried to save him but couldn't tristan's ribs were crushed, he died right theen. i still can't believe he's dead he was so unexplainable and random. i loved him nd still do. my dad said i couldn't got o his funeral nd that broke me i ran as far as my feet could take me and creid in my field. i fel asleep my older brother came nd sat with me nd comforted me.

this happend on sept 9. me nd my twin brother tyler were at the bustop waitin fo the bus. my dog was a blueheeler, she chased the bus and got hit by the bus i didn't notice til i heard a yelp. i fell to the ground and cried i got on the bus nd found my best freinds ashely and vikki. i called my dad. she let me get off the bus and see her i ran off the bus my converses sliding in the mud...poor poor converse.....i laid down on the ground next to her, callin for her to get up. she tried to breathe but she couldnt' get it out. seing her there made me want to die, her name was koda she was like my lil sis, always sticking her tounge out at ppl...lol. thanx for makein this group austin srry my response thinggy was so long.

Permalink Reply by Bella_Cullen_Original on November 9, 2009 at 5:36pm

I feel so bad for you =(
so many losses
you've been through too much that you shouldn't have had to go through all that.
i'm grieving with you

Talor(duckie) said:

my lil cus died previously on monday 19 time unknown he was killed n a car wreck w/ his dad. i called him buba. his dad was drunk nd was driving to fast and ran in to a tree. the sid of bubba's car bent aroun the tree nd killed him. he just turned 7.

my best friend tristian six died 2 yrs ago to a fourwheeler wreck. he was on the 4wheeler w/ his bst guy frend evan they hit a drop off evan jumped off nd tried to save him but couldn't tristan's ribs were crushed, he died right theen. i still can't believe he's dead he was so unexplainable and random. i loved him nd still do. my dad said i couldn't got o his funeral nd that broke me i ran as far as my feet could take me and creid in my field. i fel asleep my older brother came nd sat with me nd comforted me.

this happend on sept 9. me nd my twin brother tyler were at the bustop waitin fo the bus. my dog was a blueheeler, she chased the bus and got hit by the bus i didn't notice til i heard a yelp. i fell to the ground and cried i got on the bus nd found my best freinds ashely and vikki. i called my dad. she let me get off the bus and see her i ran off the bus my converses sliding in the mud...poor poor converse.....i laid down on the ground next to her, callin for her to get up. she tried to breathe but she couldnt' get it out. seing her there made me want to die, her name was koda she was like my lil sis, always sticking her tounge out at ppl...lol. thanx for makein this group austin srry my response thinggy was so long.

Permalink Reply by White Wave~ on December 17, 2009 at 6:37am

i agree lil bro
i lost a friend who had cancer 3 yrs ago
her name was Anne Murphy
now i miss her very much

AustinAbsolutelyLovesSmara4eva said:

i hope yall are okay i know it still is kinda pain full when u lose someone close

Permalink Reply by TAYLOR!(: on December 19, 2009 at 9:46pm

tahks yew so much bella thu orig. fer sayin that i greive for them. i lost someone that was like a brother bc is gf well he didn't die i just had himm in my heart and technially in my hand and he slipped awy never to return thats why i started cutting my slf.

Bella_Cullen_Original said:

I feel so bad for you =(
so many losses
you've been through too much that you shouldn't have had to go through all that.
i'm grieving with you

Talor(duckie) said:

my lil cus died previously on monday 19 time unknown he was killed n a car wreck w/ his dad. i called him buba. his dad was drunk nd was driving to fast and ran in to a tree. the sid of bubba's car bent aroun the tree nd killed him. he just turned 7.

my best friend tristian six died 2 yrs ago to a fourwheeler wreck. he was on the 4wheeler w/ his bst guy frend evan they hit a drop off evan jumped off nd tried to save him but couldn't tristan's ribs were crushed, he died right theen. i still can't believe he's dead he was so unexplainable and random. i loved him nd still do. my dad said i couldn't got o his funeral nd that broke me i ran as far as my feet could take me and creid in my field. i fel asleep my older brother came nd sat with me nd comforted me.

this happend on sept 9. me nd my twin brother tyler were at the bustop waitin fo the bus. my dog was a blueheeler, she chased the bus and got hit by the bus i didn't notice til i heard a yelp. i fell to the ground and cried i got on the bus nd found my best freinds ashely and vikki. i called my dad. she let me get off the bus and see her i ran off the bus my converses sliding in the mud...poor poor converse.....i laid down on the ground next to her, callin for her to get up. she tried to breathe but she couldnt' get it out. seing her there made me want to die, her name was koda she was like my lil sis, always sticking her tounge out at ppl...lol. thanx for makein this group austin srry my response thinggy was so long.

Permalink Reply by TAYLOR!(: on December 19, 2009 at 9:51pm

ths is something that i just want to let out.i'm bein a fat kid sittin on the couch ritin this.
hello can yew even hear me cry? can yew see the tears that fall from my eyes. they fall to the ground never to be found again. their like rain drops in the ocean swushing around, their like butterflie wings in the air flying awy from this hell. we all know that going through this could just kill me but i have to be strong. just to see all the pictures of the falling leaves another scar on me i can't help it it just like something takes over me and controls me and the scar is just there when i wake up. ausitn will yew help me??? yer the one thet invented ths wonderful group i turn to yew. yer my only hope fer now.

Permalink Reply by caster girl <3 on December 21, 2009 at 3:49pm

mi friend isnt gone yet but she has lung cancer. shes not gunna make it tho and i just wanna cry

Permalink Reply by TAYLOR!(: on February 2, 2010 at 11:06am

every thng hurts and to let chall know i love all of yew!:} always forever yers i swear.

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