I have always looked up to Bella Swan as a selfless person and someone I could idolize. However, after my long-time boyfriend (which will go nameless) broke up with me, I was heartbroken. I cried day and night. I couldn't help but ask myself, how did Bella do it? So, I just stopped showing emotion in school. I'd rather be blank than cry anyway. But then one day, my closest friend told me that she…