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hey here are some poems that i wrote...
NO ONE EVER NOTICED...
Her voice was sweet, her eyes were kind
She kept secrets and told no lies
She had many friends that helped her out
And she helped them up when they were down
One day at school her friend called her FAT!!!!!!
She said it loud and everyone laughed
Everyone turned on her and called her a dweeb
"Please, I've had enough" she would beg and plead
She ran home crying that very same day
Then she ran to the bathroom and grabbed a blade
She pressed it harshly against her wrist
And blood rapidly poured down her skin
The next Monday she came to school with scars
The kids in class saw and went on being harsh
They called her big, round, large, and wide
She wanted to yell but she kept it all inside
This time she walked home and decided for fun
She'd slice her neck in rows, one by one
She lost her anger, she lost her blood
She lost her mind, just cause it "felt good"
Soon she stopped eating, skipping every other meal
Her parents never knew, she kept her lips sealed
She became skinny, pale, bony, and thinner
She threw up her breakfast, lunch, and sometimes dinner
One day she was bored so she got her hands on some coke
She sniffed it through her nose and got a dry throat
She looked around and everything became dark
So she closed her eyes and fell apart
She fainted that day but no one heard her scream
Her dad saw her on the floor like it was a bad dream
She was rushed to the hospital in an hour or so
And her parents whispered and yelled "please don't go!"
She just layed there on the hospital bed
Cuts on her wrists and a messed up head
Her parents by her side crying endlessly
But she just looked upon them cluelessly
She slit her wrists, she slit her neck
She threw up her food every night before bed
She took some drugs, "it was better than a knife"
She wasted her money, her time, and her life
Her voice once was sweet, her eyes once were kind
Until a single word mutated her mind
Her friends hoped it wasn't something they said
Cause a few days later, they found out she was dead
(sry this one is kinda depressing but i thats how i felt at the moment)
Im trying not to love you.
Im trying not to care.
im trying not to live my life
wishing you were here.
Im trying not to wonder
were you are or what you do
Im sorry i cant help myself,
I fell in love with you...
Go to sleep close your eyes
Dream of broken butterflies
That tore thier wings apon a thorn
Silver metal, shine so bright
Scarlet blood, that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
The moonlight's shining off your tears
Ss you bleed out your own worst fears
So tonight when yoiu start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, your almost dead
You dont have a pulse and your pillow is red
Your family hate you, your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause its all that you need
Rockabye baby, broken and scared
You didnt know that life would be this hard
Time to end the pain that you hid so well
And down will come baby, straight back to hell
(sry this one is kinda depressing two but i thats how i felt at the moment)
i wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident i threw it away
i wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away.
i wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whisped it away
i wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay.
I thought of you today
But thats nothing new
I thought about you yesterday
and the day before that too
for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head
I hope you've understood everything iv said
This isn't just a joke or a silly lie
Id never do anything to make you wanna cry
I'm sorry if i do something to make you really mad
It only comes back and makes me really sad
I really do love you and everything you are
I hope this relationship gets really far
Ill never get you out i simply don't know how
In fact I'm thinking of you right about now
Your everything i need and everything to me
You know exactly who you are and what you want to be
You always make me smile just by being there
I hope you know how much i really do care
Every time i think of you my stomach seems to twist
This is why i love you, Ive made a huge list
The list goes on forever and never will it end
Neither will our relationship you'll aways be my friend
not just a simple friend but a special friend at that
I honestly love you
I hope you love me too
This isn't just a stupid game
I really hope you feel the same
Because today tomorrow my whole life through
I will never stop loving you
Intricate within my heart,
The sweet music, you control,
Hypnotic tunes play vividly in my thoughts,
Images of you and me dance through out my soul
YUPP! i like to wright thats only a couple but its all the same to me in my head 1 poem could equal 1000 and the other way around anyways thanks for taking the time to read em'!!