Lmao* :D this is SO funny* lmfao*

In the middle of it...about me -
Hello. ^^ I'm really nothing much to talk about. I'm usually happy and cheerful but I get those black moments [who doesnt] when I just dream about death. Mostly I just hide it. I fall inlove quickly but just in case I know how to let go just as quick. I've had sevral crushes and they all have ended without even strating. I have a feeling if I get hurt one more time I'll just give up. It's not worth it I guess. warning I've been lied to so many times I don't trust people at all now. It hurts to be backstabed over and over again.
What else...?! Oh yea, my past and my present.
Well my past is something really dark, painful and ugly. I still keep remembering things I'd love to dissapear from my memory. So since I really do hate my past I don't like to talk about it much.
My present is something I think I can even say enjoyable. I have my friends, my family [mum, sister and a cat ^^]. My father left me when I was just a little kid and all I know about him is his name. My stepdad is a major a****** tho, so I just don't give a damn 'bout him. He beats me and he is kinda scary, so sometimes I may get off without even saying bye. It might be because of him. But I never let myself get down because of him. I'll keep on living and being careless. ^^
I've been told I'm nice, and funny. I guess I am. I know how to make people smile with just saying some random stuff. I fail alot and I love it. Without failing I wouldn't be me anymore.. I'd be normal.. o.o
I can be a b**** tho. I hurt people alot..and I do mean alot. And by not even meaning to.
Oh right...forgot about my future. o.o
Well my future is a dream. I'd love to be a professional photogapher. That's what keeps me going, just to make my dream come true for once. I'd also love to have someone by my side to share my joy and sorrow. But like I said, it's just a dream. And all my dreams and hopes so far have been crushed and torn into pieces.
Oh and another thing, I've been ditched alot but I don't ditch people. So if I once like you, doubt that I will let go. And I can hold on to my friends really tight.

I think you should also see...this is me when I'm not all happy and cheerful.

Don't f****** come near me if you plan to backstab me. Don't try to say you care if you don't. Don't make me prommise things that don't matter to you. Stay away if you want to hurt my friends. Go f*** you mum if you think you f****** fake ass will get my forgiveness. If I'm hurt and you think you'll be able to change it with f****** lies and useless chatter about your "real" life while actually you're a f****** fake with no life at all - you're wrong. As most of the people on here so have I been gone through alot so don't say that just because I'm young I know nothing. I may act sweet but don't get on my bad side. You'll reget it. So shove your ego up your ass if you think you're better then me.


omg, and if you read this...then...put your left hand on your right shoulder, yout right hand on your left shoulder and give yourself a hug from me. <3
xoxo love ya' - Quackeroo*

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