You're welcome. I figured you would since Jake/Taylor is pretty hot in that scene. :P I see you put up a new picture, I like it. I hope you didn't take the other one down bc of me, I was just joking around with you. :) I'm so glad to hear you're just keeping busy and being happy. I wish I was your age again, more than you know. I forgot, what sports did you play again?
Basically, I'll try to make a long story KIND OF short. You know me I write a lot.lol I went to the doc in Nov to get help w my anxiety/panic attack issues. BIGGEST REGRET OF MY LIFE!!!! He prescribed me 2 medications. An antidepressant(which i thought was dumb, i'm not depressed just anxious)and some anxiety pill that I'm supposed to take in case of an attack to calm me down. Well I took 2 at the same time and it was a nightmare. I had super bad side effects, so much so i was crying and called the nurse who told me to just keep taking it. I said f*** that(to myself lol) and then even more side effects occurred from stopping it. And now my whole body is screwed up. My heart isn't acting normal so now I've got appointments next week for a heart monitor and heart sonogram. My body has visible veins everywhere with the exception of face and legs. I feel constantly on edge. My vision changed. It's difficult to breathe at times, especially when I stand, walk or run. So all that among various other things is now wrong with me all over 2 m.f***ing pills! I've never felt suicidale in my life until now. I walked in that doctor's office for help, perfectly normal and healthy, aside from uncontrolled panic mode episodes and came out 100X's worse than what i was. I'm so angry and hurt that this happened to me. And now I feel unless God or Jesus themselves come to me, not likely ever gonna happen....then I'm really screwed. So this is why I'm utterly depressed and upset and feel my life is over.
Yeah ok, wrote a lot more than I intended but whatever. Sorry so depressing. You don't know how much I ENVY you. I'd give just about anything to turn back time.