No one cares when you cry.
No one cares if you're even here.
No one cares if you stay or not.
No one cares when you go.
No one cares what you think.
No one cares how you feel.
No one cares if your hurt.
No one cares if you bleed.
No one will ever care.
No one ever did.
No one ever does.
Posted on September 26, 2010 at 4:08pm — 1 Comment
Gia the Broken
Giana Mina Hills...Happy. Yep. That's about right. Lately, all I am is smiling and happy. Alex completely changed me and healed me. After I've been dumped three times, I didn't think anyone could ever love me. I hated myself. I hated the way I was....I hated it all. I didn't get why anyone put up with me. I was so depressing most of the time and I hurt people, but still they stayed... -sighs- I was born on December 24th. I'm adopted. I have had a few boyfriends here, but I'm officially married to Alex and we are having a baby boy together. I'm 19 and a college student. I'm majoring in psychology. I have a sister who is my parents biological child. My dad is basically dying. He's very very sick. There isn't much that the doctors can do. I live in Tennessee...I like to read and write and hang out. My very best friend is Damon. My second is Jagger, my sista. My third is Rexy Squishie, because he's my squishie. Then Ani, Musey, Frances, Anna, Nina, and a few others. Most of my other friends have left me...
I'm random at times and I've been told I'm funny. I'm nice and friendly and shy at times, but I've lost a lot of that. I love to read. I like getting lost in a book and never coming out. I love to write too. I like watching movies and TV and just hanging out. I like some video games. I love love love candy though. Peanut butter M&Ms, gummi butterflies, and sour things are my favorite. I love the color purple. I like the beach and water and the feeling of sand between my toes. I like hanging out with my friends. I love to walk in the rain and dance in it sometimes. I love the smell of it and everything. I'm not the kind of girl to eat just a salad. Give me fried chicken any day. As much as I wish I was different, I love people. If someone is upset, I'm upset. If someone is sad, I cry for them. I can't help it. I just do. What's worse is when I cause the pain...
I'm married and madly in love with Alex. I don't think I could love someone any more than I love him. He makes me smile whenever I see him and my heart beats faster at the mention of his name. We're having a baby together and I recently learned it was a boy. I want to name him James Damon, for two very important people. James was one of the first people I met here and he died a few months ago. I want to name my boy in honor of him. And Damon being my best friend, is also why I want to name him that. I hope Alex won't mind. -laughs-
There is also a few people I would do anything for. They are:
Me right now: