Hi. I'm Spencer. I'm new here. And new to being a wolf. I love it, though. I'm a lone wolf.... traveling by myself. I'm not part of any pack, but that's okay. Just like m yreal hair, my fur coat is black.

I live in a little cottage just outside of Forks, Washington with my older sister, Stormy. She doesn't talk to me very much though... And then there's Cole... Ah Cole. The love of my life. Or should I say the lie of my life. Just yesterday I found out that he had been cheating on me since day one of our relationship. Now I know that his love is a lie..... But I really did love him. More than anything in the whole world.... And he told me so many times that he loved me... and the whole time he was lying to my face.

Now I know this is going to sound horrible... but it's true... my life is a very dark thing... And now since Cole.... it's become even darker. I struggle through it everyday. Me being a wolf has helped a little, but not much. Since my sisters hardly ever home, she can't do anything to stop it. But I cut myself all the time. I know your thinking "How do you stand the pain??" But it's not like that at all. It isn't painful at all. It takes my pain away. My emotional pain. I've tried to kill myself before. But luckily, I didn't succede. And I'm getting better everyday. With the help from my best friend, Alessa. I still cut myself sometimes, but I'm not as depressed as I was. And Cole has made it much harder to deal with my pain now.

That's my life.... hard, yes. But it''s still my life. And I love it.