"to my lost soul: why wouldn't they leave me alone? i wish you were here, with me. i wish i could see you. did you ever thought of what we might be doing now, if you were with me? your face, oh god! my imagination will never make you justice. i need my soul. love you, it's the only excuse i have!"
i didn't want to go anywhere with him. i worked very slowly, to make my desaproval very clear. seriously, what…Continue
Posted on July 1, 2010 at 5:04pm
"to my lost soul: it's been soo long since the last time we talked.i have the impression my heart have stopped bitting from that day! we said many things, good things and unpleasant things. the abscence, not hearing you beautiful voice...it's so unbearable i can hardly breath. i confess, i'm totally and irrevocably dependent on you very person. ps: i love you, it's the only…Continue
Posted on June 12, 2010 at 7:57am — 1 Comment
I found myself singing too. playing time to time his smile and the way he looked that day , in my head. doing that was really painful but it was a pain i could bear. a pain that took me some how, to my happy place; by his side.
I managed to get off the floor , while singing. i have to admit one…Continue
Posted on June 10, 2010 at 10:48am
"To my lost soul: How?...how could you do that to me? i thought you loved me. You said you loved me. so why? why did you left me? i..I'm soo....please my love, come back to me. please come...i'm begging...come back to me. there's no way i could live through this,, live without you ..OHH..OH..OH..OH my God, give him back to me...."
It was nice Jared wasn't with me…Continue
Posted on June 9, 2010 at 6:26am — 1 Comment