what do we really know about life?? we know that partying is good we know that going to the beach is fun we know that hanging with friends is good. but that's what we know when we don't know whats good for God what do he likes us to do? how is his way of seen us having fun? I use to think that just having a blast in a party with my friends was everything in my life but i never thought about growing up and how is it going to be when we old and we to be responsible for a car a house a real job and was gonna happen when we get marry and have kids. what are we gonna think about life how are we going to see life. Now that I'm trying to live my life how God want me to is harder to see the future sometimes because he toll us he was gonna come like a thief of the night. So i came to think that how do we know we right or wrong and that's when i ask my pastor about it and he said that when we gonna do something and we have that strange feeling that says yes or no it means that God is telling you to not do what you were about to do. one day the pastor said we cant live in two worlds so that made me think am i living in two worlds am i betraying God without knowing. so my heart is in pain every day thinking did i do something that made God be sad at me, something that made God think I'm not worth of been safe by him. So now i think to myself after hearing all that people from church and outside church think about life and about growing up. Now i know that i think like this because I'm scare of losing my one chance of being save when God comes to take us to heaven and now i know that He wants us to fear, he wants us to fear that we gonna fail him because that fear is the love we have for him a love that we want it to be perfect but it will never be perfect because the only one that is perfect is God. We can always try our best for him and just by trying not to do the things we already know that God don't want us to do you will realize deep in your heart that it don't matter was gonna happen next or what happen in the past what matter is was gonna happen tonight when you go to bed. Are we going to sleep with a peaceful mid or are gonna go to sleep with an space that's asking you are we going to hell or heaven when God comes.