Elena Gilbert Salvatore's Blog (21)

Happy Birthday Robert!!!

Yay!!! Today is Robs B-day!!! Happy Birthday Robert Pattinson!!! We love you!!!!!!!!!

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on May 13, 2010 at 7:03am — No Comments

Eclipse Poem

I am being cut in half

Just wish that I could still laugh

Why is this happening to me?

They’re wasting their lives for me

I only have my life to give

So he would never ever leave

But a part of me’s still missing

And I don’t know what’s this feeling

Will I ever get to choose?

Or will I just die and lose?

It tortures me just to think

That I don’t even what to blink

I realized I love him, too

But it’s not enough to… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 15, 2009 at 7:29am — No Comments

New Moon Poem

My Sun, this I can’t believe

Now you’re gone, how can I live?

You said, “You are my life now.”

But you have broken your vow

My love, life, meaning, they’re finished

I wish I could be diminished

The pain is excruciating

There’s just no reason for living

I have shattered into pieces

I’ve been longing for your kisses

I want your arms wrapped around me

Sadly, these things can never be

Who can mend my broken… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 15, 2009 at 7:28am — No Comments

Twilight Poem

Hear out my tortured soul

For I have nowhere else to go

You captured my dead, frozen heart

Now yours and mine’ll never be apart

You took my breath away

And in my heart you’ll always stay

You are my life now

Believe me, for this I vow

My brave and trusting love

From the heavens above

I’ll do everything for you

And I’ll always be true

When you called out my name

My life had never been the same

You kept my feet… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 15, 2009 at 7:27am — No Comments

When Edward Left Bella...

I hurt myself

because you’re gone

and in this night

I can’t see dawn.

The pain is proof

that you were here.

your love has left

you’ve disappeared.

There’s this h***

inside of me.

it pins me down

I can’t get free.

You were the moon

that filled my sky

but now it’s empty

and I want to die.

I hate that I’m weak.

I can’t make you stay.

Without you my life

has drifted… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 15, 2009 at 7:24am — No Comments

Here I am -New Moon inspired-

Here I am loving you still

This love is making me ill

Loving you is not against my will

But why am I all alone here standing still?

Didn’t you promised me the same?

That both of us would take the blame..

All you boys are just the same

Leaving us girls to face all the shame..

I become so weak when I think of you

I suddenly don’t know what to do

Oh how I wish I could redo

erase all… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 15, 2009 at 7:22am — No Comments

A New Moon Poem

I’m being ripped apart

My world is falling down

He left me

Because he was not happy

So now my heart is broken

The days pass by

Without seeing you

I wallow in pain

They see it in my eyes

I need him back

Before I die

But then something happened

I didn’t hurt as much

This boy from La Push

Is helping stitch me up

The months pass by

And I’m halfway healed

But there… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 14, 2009 at 6:30am — 15 Comments

About Elipse!

Please read my header! It says About Elipse! It will tell you what to expect from the third installment of the Twilight Saga!!! Please read!!! Thanks!

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 10, 2009 at 7:24am — No Comments

New Moon

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on December 7, 2009 at 6:56am — 1 Comment

Gone

You left me here alone

Without telling me where you´re going

You said this all went wrong

But my desire is steadily growing.

Cannot find you despite seeking

Nearly letting go my mind

Wondering if I could have changed it

Or if love has made me blind.

I need your help

But you´re not there

You walked away

This wasn´t fair

I cannot claim that you come back

So my world has turned to… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on November 5, 2009 at 7:11am — 1 Comment

Bella's Love

Fire vs. Ice, Fur vs. Stone.

But there is no competition. I know where my heart belongs.

Skin that’s too hot vs. Skin that’s too cold.

To try to break our unbreakable bond, he must be bold.

I don’t care if he can make me warm while the cold win blows.

Because in my sleep I speak your name & this I know, you know.

It is tough though, losing a friend. But I’m gaining so much more.

Gaining a love that I never knew existed until I moved here to… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 30, 2009 at 7:07am — No Comments

New Moon

Sweep this pain

you left me gravely still

im screaming out your name

see me fall

this forsaken love

erase my fears

im living a life alone

escape the rain

come to me, cradle me, yell for me

can you hear my cries

escape the rain

how do i escape...the rain

keep me alive

revive my love

I need you,whispering my name

break down this wall

unglad my day

help me breathe

dont give up on me… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 26, 2009 at 7:06am — No Comments

Bella & Jacob

I was in the dark alone

The pain was unbearable

I had no will to live

A lifeless zombie in the shadows

But I found the Sun

He was bright and beautiful

He brought me out of the shadows

Though the h*** in my heart never left

He was my best friend and

I loved him, and he loved

Me back, I didn’t deserve his

Love, for my heart wanted another

But it hurt to think about him

Even hear his name, each hit

Deepened the… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 21, 2009 at 7:41am — 1 Comment

Edward & Bella

She was my night, My Sun

My life and my soul

She had my heart and always

Would, to be without her left

Me feeling hallow and empty

There was no reason for me

To continue living, she was

Better off, but I could not

Help but want to be hers

I know I caused her pain and it sickens me

Why do I have to be a monster

And put her in danger, the

Agony was excruciating I

Could not bear to live without her

But she is meant… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 21, 2009 at 7:40am — No Comments

leaving

Mirror holding withered, aged face

Hair white and out of place

Love, my love walking towards me in the light

Forever and always alive, I will forever and always age

Todays birthday,

my birthday

How many has he celebrated?

Nightmares of things to come, my future life

Splattered across my mind

Pictures, memories

a photobook of sorts

Candles, roses cover wall to wall

Birthday cake and crystal glass plates

Silver wrapped package… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 21, 2009 at 7:40am — 1 Comment

borken

She drives the car away

She tries to stop her tears

But in the end she knows

There is nothing to calm her fears

She was forbidden to remember

But terrified to forget

Because she knew if she moved on

She’d be full of regret

Yet she found new love

Love in a friend

But her heart was too broken

Too broken to mend

And she knows her new love

Is not strong enough

But yet he stays with her

Because times are tough

Now she… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 21, 2009 at 7:39am — 1 Comment

gone

When you’re heart doesn’t want to beat anymore
Remind it that you’re all mine is beating for
If no one sings this song how will they know its for you
If you ever move on know that I’m still somewhere for you
If I sang this song for someone other that you
It wouldn’t come from this heart this heart is nothing without you
So remember this song And we will move along
Remember this heart is yours.

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 21, 2009 at 7:38am — No Comments

Us For Always

The minute I saw you, I couldn’t breathe.

My heart stopped in my throat, and how weak I became in the knees.

You walked in with your crowd, the wind gently rustling your uncontrollable hair, and it was over when our eyes first met.

We tried so hard to stay away from one another,

but my heart was taken, as well as yours, and I knew you were what was forever.

So many times our eyes would meet, I’d blush deep red, but you’d regretfully look away.

You tried so hard to… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 16, 2009 at 7:05am — 1 Comment

Its dark out here. Like someone just shut off the lights and my eyes haven’t adjusted yet I’m blind I’m lost in the dark Lost without you Can’t see whats in front of me Can’t see what the future hold…

Its dark out here.

Like someone just shut off the lights and my eyes haven’t adjusted yet

I’m blind

I’m lost in the dark

Lost without you

Can’t see whats in front of me

Can’t see what the future holds for me

There’s no hope to ever be brought back into the light again

Not while your gone.

So what’s the point

Why should I move

Why should I get up from this forest floor

I’d rather let the rain fall and soak deep into my bones than leave… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 10, 2009 at 7:00pm — 1 Comment

No More Reason

He was my light,

He was my love,

He was my life,

He was my reason.

Darkness draws into my light,

Death takes my life,

Numb replaces love,

The reason disappears with his footsteps.

My reason for breathing,

My reason for my heart,

My reason for living,

My reason for existing.

I hold my breath,

I stop my heartbeats,

I don’t feel alive,

I’m not with reality.

Everything I see and everything I… Continue

Added by Elena Gilbert Salvatore on October 6, 2009 at 2:05pm — 2 Comments