i am in a quiet mood right now so i will be typing in all lowercase. i really don't know what to do...
my stress level is at an all time high. i have a talent show that i am participating in tomorrow and i think i am totally unprepared, though i know both of my songs very well - they are really easy. Tomorrow from Annie, and The Call by Regina Specktor. both are very good songs, truly they are.
so back to add to the stress. i have a five minute speech due on monday and i absolutely cannot speak in front of others. at all.
i believe i failed my last history test.
my friends are all out of town and unable to support me.
i'm pretty sure i'm going to lose my license soon. because i'm just that stupid.
i keep getting made fun of because i used to twirl my hair all the time - it used to fall in little ringlets - but now its short and practically flat. it actually takes effort to curl it and, like i said, is too short to play with easily.
one of my friends keeps trying to pressure me into smoking with her but i do not want to because of the damage it has done to people in my family so far, but she will not take no for an answer and it is getting very annoying.
my dad decided to go deer hunting instead of supporting me in the talent show, but won't get off my back about the choir solo Brittany's mom was supposed to record for him while he was out of town on a business trip at my last concert (i messed up really badly :P) though i am almost positive she forgot to record it. it was supposed to be put on facebook but wasn't.
and those are only a few of the reasons i am so stressed, but this was an awesome rant.
please comment to boost my self-confidence, i am almost sure i am going to mess up tomorrow.
or make fun of me, i really don't care at this point.
well, hopefully i will talk to you again soon.