Hey guys,
Not to drone on about my life, but I'm goign through a divorce, it sux and it's tragic. BUT, I found myself writing poetry to just get it all out, and to my surprise my poems remind me so much of New Moon. I wonder if Bella would have written poems similar to these?

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I keep thinking one day will come
Where I wont think about you longingly.
You are always on my mind.
Like I said,
I’ll love you only.
Like I felt…
I will never forget
The last I saw you
Your lips and how they blind my fury
I cried so much after I left
Your presence is like
Pain, so good
Pain, so bad
Will I never forget?
Your pink skin
Radiating hate and love
At the same time
I wanted to slap you
I wanted you to take me in the parking lot.
I tell myself
Your smell
Your arrogance makes me sick
Makes me sick of myself
I know I was difficult
To love sometimes
But your teeth grind together when you look at me
And all I want is to taste them
For you to hold me against a wall
My hands above my head
For you to see me
Be different.
Be my husband.
Love me fairly.
Stand close.
Your eyes are so serious
I could always see what you really thought
In them
I tried to see myself
This last meeting
It seems I am no longer
Something you care to remember

I feel so "without", today.
Not really alone,
just unable to see your face
so clearly in my mind.
Can't stop wondering
If you think of me...
...As if it would change our future.
The thought of your "missing" me,
or also feeling "without",
seems to validate our ending.
Rather than the dark, blunt ending,
our love becomes bitersweet.
A tale of the love of Two,
that burned so Brightly
Burned so quickly out,
but forever longed
for the other...
...although nature would not
allow them to be.

maybe there will be more to come....

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Comment by Cat Velazquez on May 20, 2009 at 10:58pm
I'm sorry to hear about your divorce. The poems are beautiful...full of emotion, love and hate, vibrant. Thank you for sharing!
Comment by Princess Alie~♥~ on May 21, 2009 at 12:05am
These are very good!
I hope there will be more!
Comment by Alison Genet on May 21, 2009 at 8:23am
Divorce sucks...But on a high note, the poems rock. So Bella-esque. She was so sad that turned into mad. Very cool.


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