-Why?
I asked my mom on the drive back to Denali.
-I wanted you to live youre life, and to go where you wanted without being scared of getting killed.
She said. She sounded upset.
-That’s so not fair mom. You could have told me as soon as you found out I was going to Italy.
-Well Italy is pretty big. How was I supposed to know that you were going to Volterra?
-You could have asked.
I snapped. I was mad now. I was sad too but my anger is what showed.
-Yeah I guess. I’m sorry.
-What do you have to be sorry about? You saved my life right?
I didn’t believe that. I’d never felt as safe as I did when I was with Alec.
-Yes I did.
She answered.
She was wrong. She’d never been so wrong about anything in her exsistence. I would rather die than to stay away from him. Which is what I would have done if I could. I can die but not without someones help, and who would help me?
-Maybe we should keep quiet about this.
My mom suddenly said.
-Why?
I asked.
-It’s not neccasery for them to know about this.
-Fine. But they know you went to Italy right?
-Yes.
-So what are you going to tell them?
-That you called and it sounded like you were in danger but when we got there you were just fine.
-Mom you know that’s a lie.
-Yes I know.
-But you don’t like lying to dad.
-No I don’t but I don’t have another choice.
-What you don’t want to tell him that his only daughter fell in love with her immortal enemy?!
I was really angry now.
-Calm down Masen! You did not fall in love with him you just had a moment of weakness. We are not like that. We don’t fall in love with monsters.
-Oh yeah? What about Bella and Edward? And you and dad? That was not supposed to happen either. But it did.
-That is not the same thing and you know it. They do not kill innocent people!
The tears came once again. I knew he killed people before I fell in love with him, or did I? Maybe I fell in love with him the first time I saw him in the shadows. He was so beautiful with his light brown hair and pale white skin. Maybe that’s why I didn’t pull away when he kissed me that first night. I remember the look in his eyes when he saw how afraid I was when I first found out that he wasn’t a ´´vegetarian´´ Those eyes, they were so beautiful that you could drown in them. He wore contacts in public. But underneath them there were these beautiful crimson eyes.
-May?
It was my moms voice that broke through the thick wall that I’d just build around myself while I rememberd. My dream land.
-Yeah?
-Were home.
-Okay.
We were in front of the house. When I started to build my wall we’d been just outside Vancouver. I got out of the car quietly. It was sunny outside, I had to cover my eyes with my hand. We’d traveled at night so it had been dark the whole time.
-May!
My dad yelled when he saw me.
-Jake, shes a little jet lagged.
My mom said.
-Let’s leave her alone for a bit, okay?
-Sure.
My dad said shocked. I grabbed my bag from the trunk and walked away quickly. The tears were coming again. I started running now.
-What happened?
I heard my dad ask.
-Nothing, she’s just tired.
My mom answered.
I was at the cottatge by then. I ran in to my room. I threw my bag at the bed and opened it. Alec. It was his t-shirt and his sweater. I guess my mom just took what ever clothing she could find in my room before we left. I smelled the t-shirt, it smelled just like him. That delicious scent that only he had. It smelled manly and somehow sweet. Why did I let myself think about the time that we’d shared? It was only hurting me. What is he doing right now? I suddenly thought.Why was I wondering this?
-Stop it.
I said to myself.
-Stop what?
A voice asked.
I turned around hopefully. But why? It was just Brady.
-Nothing.
I snapped.
-It didn’t sound like nothing May.
-Yeah well it was nothing.
He looked doubtful.
-Then why are you crying?
-I’m not.
I said while I whiped away the tears.
-You got something in your’e eye then?
-Yeah.
I answered quickly.
I was shivering. I was so sad I could barely stand on my own two feet let along breath or keep warm.
-Oh my god, you’re shivering.
Brady said. He went through m bag until he could find the largest warmest thing in it. It was Alec’s sweater.
-Put this on.
He said while handing me the sweater. I started crying again.
-Okay forget the sweater.
He said while he pulled me closer.
-I’ll keep you warm.
And I knew he could, I could feel the heat radiating off of him. I was in his arms now. It was warm. I hadn’t noticed that he didn’t wear a sweater until now. I put my hand on his chest, it was even warmer. I looked up at his face only to notice that he was looking down at me. I shivered when I notices how intense his eyes were. He noticed and hugged me tighter. It was nice, I needed it. I froze.
-Does my being halfnaked bother you?
He asked as he’d noticed that I froze.
-No, it’s nice.
I said as I looked up at him again. I looked in to his eyes. They were so intense. He kissed me then. I kissed him back. He kissed me tighter, that’s when I pulled away.
-Brady… I can’t.
I apologized. Then I stormed out of the house. He ran after me.
-May… I’m sorry I didn’t mean to upset you I…
-It’s okay Brady just leave me alone for a while.
He kept coming after me. He grabbed my arm.
-Brady let go!
I half screamed. I was so angry. Then something happened. I felt a fire going threw my body. Then I was on four feet, or I should say paws. Brady’s face had a weird expression. Well this was new. I’m a shape shifter too. Well I guess since my dad’s one I have it in my genes. But why now? Maybe I hadn’t been this angry before. I was not angry anymore just surprised. Then I was on two feet again. I was naked except for my panties which were the only thing that didn’t tare apart for some reason I’ll never know.
-Wow.
I said
-Yeah.
Brady said. He was staring at me. Maybe it was cause I was naked. I didn’t bother me.
-Could you stare more?
I asked in a sarcastic tone.
-Oh sorry.
He said but he kept staring at me.
I walked toward him just to see if he would notice anything but the parts of my body that I was trying to hide. He didn’t so I walked closer and closer and closer ‘til finally I was one inch away from him. It wasn’t until then that he noticed that I was so close. I noticed that he had a t-shirt in his back pocket. So I leaned around him and took it.
-Thank you.
I said.
He was stunned. He just stood there frozen while I put the t-shirt on. I turned to walk back to the house.
-Hey.
Brady called after half a second.
He ran after me grabbed my arm ,pulled me as close as he could and kissed me hard. This time I was ready for him. I pushed him up against a tree and kissed him wildly. He grabbed my hips and helped me get up on his. My fingers were all tangled up in his hair, A low sound came from him then. I rolled down his jeans with my feet.
-How’d you do that?
He asked surprised.
-Skills.
I said smiling.
He kept kissing me, he turned around so that I was pushed up against the tree. He kissed my breast.
-May!
It was my dad.
-Oh shoot.
I said.
-Damn it.
Brady said.
-I’m sorry but I have to go if he catches us you’ll wish you’d be dead.
-Yeah probably. Go.
He whispered and then he kissed me.
I ran back to the cottage as fast as I could. I got in through my bedroom window.
-Dad.
I said while catching my breath and opening the door.
-Why didn’t you open?
He asked.
-Sorry I was asleep.
-Oh sorry I’ll come back later then.
-Yeah, see you.
-Oh by the way, have you seen Brady? We were supposed to have a pack meeting but he never showed.
-Nope sorry dad.
I said.
I lied.
-Oh okay, well if you see him tell him we’re looking for him.
-Sure, dad. Bye.
-Bye.
Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. I really don’t like lying to him like that.
-Hi.
Brady said as he climbed through my window.
-They’re looking for you.
I said.
-Yeah I know.
He said while kissing my neck.
-I don’t care.
-You should. I just lied for you.
I said I was a bit irritated by that.
-I’m sorry you had to do that.
He said.
That was all he had the chance to say cause I was running for the bathroom. I was sick.
-May?
He asked concerned.
-Go get Carlisle.
I told him.
Then he was gone and I was sick again.
Seconds later Brady came back with Carlisle and my mom.
-She’s pregnant.
Were the first words that came out of my mother’s mouth.
-We don’t know that for sure.
Carlisle said.
-Yeah we do, she’ll probably be craving for eggs in an hour.
Pregnant? How could I be? I hadn’t slept with Brady. Alec.
-Alec.
I said.
-No it’ll be fine honey.
My mom said to try and cover up the name that just came out of my mouth.


One year later.

-Mom?
-Yeah Ale?
-Can we go visit my dad sometime?
Oh no. I knew that this day was coming I was just hoping it wouldn’t.
-Erhmm… hon… I don’t think that we can.
-Why?
-You’re dad doesn’t know that you excist.
-Yeah I know, but I want to see him.
-Well I don’t.
That was a lie. I’d been wanting to see him since I left Italy a year ago. I was just scared to say it out loud.
-Fine we’ll go.
I am going to regret this.
-Yay! Thanks mom.
Alecsandra yelled.
-When are we leaving?
-As soon as we can.
I said.
-We’ll have to bring my mom though.
I admitted.
-Okay.
She said, she was still just as happy about our trip.

Twenty-four hours later I was in Volterra. It felt like déjà vú to walk in to that same house that me and my friends had rented a year ago. It felt so unreal. After we’d unpacked and freshened up we headed for town.
-Ale?
-Yeah mom?
-Promise me one thing?
-Sure mom.
-Keep out of the shadows.
As I said those words I started to cry.
-What’s wrong mom?
Alecsandra asked.
-Nothing I just…
Remembered when I met Alec in the shadows and he was so perfectly beautiful.
-Let’s go.
I said.

There's more to come:D

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Comment by bettin_on_alice on May 11, 2009 at 4:00pm
great? but who is brady?
Comment by bettin_on_alice on May 11, 2009 at 4:00pm
ooops i meant to say great!!!

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