Literally want to cry when I look at Breaking Dawn, and see how much I have left to read which is like 8-9 chapters left. But still just knowing that I am almost to the conclusion to the Twilight Saga, and Edward and Bella's adventures it depresses me. Which is pathetic I know, but still. I wish there was more, I know that Stephenie Meyer has/had been working on "Midnight Sun." which you all know that it is Edward's version of the story, and I am waiting anxiously for that, but the last time I had even seen anything on that, was that if it is released because of the illegal copie it won't be until probably summer of 2010. UGH! oh well I guess I will just have to re-read the books all over. I wonder what my perspective will be with knowing everything that has gone on! Will it get better in my mind? more vivid? Will I picture it better? Or will it get boring because I know what happens?