So. Like I have herd and read from some twi-fans, I was not too keen on Kristen Stewart when Twilight came out. All I knew is that she was the little girl from Panic Room and I honestly thought that my sister could have portrayed a better Bella. I mean this is BELLA. This is the ultimate relatable girl (for me at least) slips and falls at every turn, living in Washington State, not digging the rain and totally in love with something she shouldn’t be. When the books are from her point of view…the reader becomes Bella. So who was this girl up on screen who seems to not be able to act her way out of a paper sack? I don’t know and don’t care, she’s got the brown hair, yadda yadda, its all about the Cullens anyway right? Right.
Wrong. The MTV Movie Awards have completely changed my mind on how I feel about Kristen Stewart as an actress and as a person and now I cant get ENOUGH of her. She is freakin adorable! I love her style, her attitude, and she is SO pretty! How she totally rocked the Chucks, her humble acceptance speech and the dropping of the popcorn (I can totally seeing myself do that, I’m a klutz!). Did you notice too that she kept the little part that broke off?? How CUTE! I just really really dig her now and have been searching my Netflix for her movies because I want to see more.
I finally watched Twilight with the movie commentary (Im not much for those, Rpatz or no, not my bag) From that, and the countless interviews I have viewed and read in the past few days, I now totally appreciate her work ethic and I really feel that she understands how Bella needs to be played. She knows how important it is to get it right and is striving for that. Her comments on how important the office scene was when Edward tried to switch classes, that is what did it for me right there.
The reason why I share this is because I don’t usually like girls (see ‘paper bag’ reference above) My ONE girl best friend and I have gravitated towards guys and have been like that ever since high school. Also I’m a HUGE fan of movies & have ALWAYS wanted to be a movie star & I’m a super jealous and envious person, especially when other women have the things I want, a great body, a boyfriend, a cool job, etc…I know…its my very worst sin and I hate it, so maybe this means I’m moving past that? I truly hope so.
I don’t care if she’s dating Rob or not, I don’t really care who is dating who or shared a hotel or Taxi or whatever. I just want the whole cast to be happy and safe (OMG don’t get me started on the Paps!) so they can continue to make my dreams come true by bringing these characters to life, and I am excited to see the other roles she and the rest of the cast will play in future movies. She is now and forever will be my Bella.
Morale of the story: I cant judge people based on minuscule facts.