I have finished reading Midnight Sun and I 'm disappointed that Stephenie doesn't want to finish it.
Robert said that he didn't like it. I did, it's very intense to read how Edward feels at the beginning, thirsting for Bella's blood. To read that he almost killed all the students in the classroom but didn't.
And it's so sweet how he realizes that he cares for her and then totally fall in love with her, despite his will:
"When change came for one of us, it was a permanent and rare thing. I had seen it happen with Carlisle, and then a decade later with Rosalie. Love had changed them in an eternal way, a way that never faded. More than eighty years had passed since Carlisle had found Esme, and yet he still looked at her with the incredulous eyes of first love.It would always be that way for them.
It would always be that way for me, too. I would always love this fragile human girl, for the rest of my limitless existence."
And from that moment on, Edward becomes the guardian of her nights and he discovers that she cares for him too. "Edward", she mumbled softly.
She was dreaming of me.
Could a dead frozen hear beat again ? It felt like mine was about to.
"Stay, she sighed. "Don't go, please...don't go."
She was dreaming of me and it wasn't even a nightmare. She wanted me to stay with her, there in her dream.
And then he got changed for ever. He will always long for his beloved. He wouldn't be able to live if she was no longer on