Summary: This is a song I wrote for the Part in New Moon where Edward leaves Bella! This is from Bella's Perspective of the Whole thing! I wanted to write a song, about the Emotional pain she goes through without Edward by her side so please be nice and comment! Thanks!


Verse I: Sometimes I try to hide,
all these feelings...lurking inside.
All I know that is true....
is that I love you, please say I'll do.

Chorus: Now the world feels like nothing,
when you left me; when you desert me...
I felt betrayed and empty,
Your just vague distant memory,
but I still feel you with me...my own disease!

Verse II: You tried to play it cool,
but you look like a damn fool.
Everytime I close my eyes,
I feel the tears fall as I cry.

Chorus: Now the world feels like nothing,
when you left me; when you desert me...
I felt betrayed and empty,
Your just vague distant memory,
but I still feel you with me...my own disease!

Verse III: Love brought us together,
why can't we be with eachother?
All these damn confusing things,
makes me wonder if you ever loved me.

Chorus: Now the world feels like nothing,
when you left me; when you desert me...
I felt betrayed and empty,
Your just vague distant memory,
but I still feel you with me...my own disease!

Verse IV: You can push me away,
but my heart will make me stay,
Risking my own life, just to hear you,
just to be near you, makes me so confused.
All I wanted to hear from your voice is that I love you!

Chorus: Now the world feels like nothing,
when you left me; when you desert me...
I felt betrayed and empty,
Your just vague distant memory,
but I still feel you with me...my own disease! (Repeat 3x)