yeah i want to go back to school, but i have zero dollars to do it. i know people say take out a student loan and all but u have to be able to pay that back when u get out of school and with things the way they r with our economy, things could turn again and nothings ever a stable situation. it really sucks. i really think just finding a good job right now's my only hope to get out of here. but we'll see how it goes.
how r u doing?
awww well thanks. means a lot. im here to if ya need anything:)
i dont have a job right now. im looking but everything requires a degree or some form of college, which i never got to go to. so pretty much its just a stuck situation. sucks. but oh well.
aww lucky. i wanna go to london some day. its on my list of travel places, lol
i know what u mean. i live in the southern potion of the US, a state called south carolina. my closest girlfriend is in alaska in the coast guard. id love to move up there, but that takes money. i really do want to move out on my own but the whole thing is a huge clusterf#$@. yeah my dad's still around but he's not what u would call helpful. my sister and brother r like 200 and 300 miles away from me. so we dont really get to talk and they dont ever really see whats going on. im hoping that sometime sooni'll find a descent job that i can finally move out and at least have some peace of mind. thanks for being so concerned. makes me not feel so much like s***. lol
its ok, i dont think ur out of line. iv tried that kind of stuff with her but it doesn't really go over well sometimes. and even if she hears me on it, it goes right out the other ear when s*** hits the fan. so it diesn't always work out well. at some point i am moving my ass out and getting as far away as i can for a while.
well she's still working. she's not retired or on disability, but she should be. we're trying to get her to get on disability but its gonna take time. she really needs a full time person sometimes, and will definitely need it in the near future, but shes so damn stubborn and doesn't want any of it. she doesn't seem to think anything's wrong with the situation but its just an effect of the disease on her brain. so no, no help or advice from anyone yet. we need to but anytime we think about doing something like that, it never goes through because of my mom.
like therapist? yeah im gonna go at some point to see one. but other than that and talking to my friends is pretty much all i can do.
im heading out for a quick walk to clear my head. i'll be back soon if anyone looks for me