thnx 4 d pic sweety... and secondly tumhe kisne bataya dat "shayad bahut mushkil hai that anyone would like u"?? tum kitni sweet ho yaar.. seriously! farewell k bare me sun ke bahut achha laga... nxt yr u'll b having it.. :P u knw wat's d worst thing, 10 k baad i may b changing my skul.. and 10th mein they dnt give us a proper farewell.. :( :( :( anyway, abhi tak to vday ka koi plan nahi hai.. coz u knw his xams... so uske baad let's c.. at the most hum bas chat karenge.. cnt do anythng more.. bt pata nahi

and mom dad achche hai.. mom doesn't knw abt d relatnshp yet..so all izz well i guess.. saraswati puja was so much fun! i wore a sari n wnt 2 my grandma's house. wahan puja hoti hai.. i was awake all night n i chatted so much wid my sis... maine usko relatnshp ka puro kahaani bataya.. she knew mst of it though... anyway, my life's going pretty ok nw.. 

take care sis. -hugs back really tight- bye n ttyl

lol.. oh ok... i misunderstood... bt kise pata hai.. shayad tumhe bhi koi mil jaye iss vday.. :P u never knw! tum kitna sweet ho.. tumhe to koi bhi pasand kar lega! and wat do u mean by break up nahi tha.. he had sed clearly dat he's breaking up.. jo bhi ho, i dnt wanna remember dat terrible span... i'll surely wish him on ur behalf! :) im happy dat im ur closest frnd here... take care sis.. xams achche se dena.. ttyl! :)

thanks a lot fr ur best wishes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can't believe that u remember it... :) thank u thank u thank u sis.. well it's nt really 1 year coz u knw we had a break up in d middle.. so nt a complete year.. bt still.. he's very busy coz he has his GATE xams dis month...

i miss u a lot too sis.. hve fun at d farewell.. aur agar koi propose karte hai, mujhe zaroor batana! :) :P all d best fr xams... do well.. i knw u will.. tc sis and u surely deserve 2 b dere in d best frnds list coz tumhara to pata nahi, bt u r definitely my best frnd on tf.. :)

hey anu.. skul began 2de.. and it was pretty good... my frnds r all in my section and i gt all d teachers i wnted as my subjct teachers... moreover i was elected as d skul captain yaar.. im in such a good mood 2de... hw's ur life going? tc sis

u online?

main to thik hoon.. tum batao.. sry i jst saw nw i hadn't replied 2 ur last cmment.. i'm VERY VERY VERY VERY sorry  abt dat.. mujhe yaad hai i replied, bt shayad net prob k liye comment add nahi hua.. sry yaar... happy new year anyway.. 

thank u so much anu.. u r lyk a big sis! so u can scold me as much as u want.. i wnt mind coz i'll knw it's 4 my good! :) tc

thank u soooooooooo much anu! take care.. i wish i could thank u for supporting me so much! i really needed a frnd like u during dis year... thank god u joined tf and we got in touch! :)

ya... they nw do.. they saw it jst 2day! :D trip was lot of fun! all the vry best 4 ur xams! i knw u'll do well! :) u tc sis!:)

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

i hope i can keep up with wat;s going on... it's so depressing sumtyms yaar! i dunno wat 2 do... neway, i came back frm d trip 2de... had a lot of fun with my sweet cousins! bt missed hm a lot... i felt like crying! memories kept haunting me... bt trip allover achha tha...

i'm hoping for d best in the section change thing nw... really hope my frnds r  wid me... bye nw... cousins r around me.. ttyl, take care sis

bye

btw, cool pro pic

anu, i knw very well wat i did was very wrong... bt i really couldn't help it.. in dat situation i thot that was d only way out.. I regret it, bt try 2 understand yaar, i really love him a lot.. bt he didn't even call/msg/chat after dat day.. i guess dat shows he's really concerned! this fluctuating relatnship, disturbs me all day, even when i sit 2 study.. and i knw d next few years r very vital in my life and i shud study wid full concentrationthere was a Councillor hu came 2 our skul last week n he too sed i'm very disturbed abt sumthng.. and i really AM.. i dnt wanna talk 2 my mom abt it, coz we r nt dat free wid each other.. even it feels like my frnds r irritated wid me talking abt my probs.. i feel so alone.. i hope u dnt mind me telling u my probs, coz i really need some help.. HELP ME UT SIS!!!!!!!! i feel like im trapped sumwhere.. i cnt let him go, nor can i lie 2 my mom.. i often feel like jst asking him wat d prob is, bt may b he;s nt doing it purposely... so i dunno... i need 2 talk 2 him, bt he's almost never on9 for d last 2months.. we haven't chatted at all.. and nw his exams r also over.. mujhe kuch nahi pata wat 2 do.. i feel so helpless... even nw dat my cousins r dere i cant stop thinking abt him.. i hate it... anyway, skul's going good... our final results were declared.. i came 2nd in class.. our new classes r gonna start frm 9th jan.... bt our sections r gonna b changed n also teachers.. i dnt want dat 2 happen.. all my frnds r in my section n i want dem 2 b.. so hoping for d best! :) good 2 hear abt ur skul events,, volleyball match n all, huh? cool ging 4 a weeks' vacatn 2mrw..
bye for nw, tc sis
-hugs-
-mishti

how's everythng going?